Lyrics from the How Many Angels? EP (2001)
1. Hope
2. If The World Would Just End
3. Lump
4. Why?
5. Save Me
6. These Four Walls
If The World Would Just End
by Kyler England
if the world would just end tomorrow
then i’d never have to know all the pain or the sorrow
of love lost and faded before its time
i’d forever love you madly if the world would just end…
if the world would just end tomorrow
then i’d never have to watch my dreams smash on the rocks
and i’d soar on the breath of possibility
i’d forever trust in my wings…
god, please forgive me for these terrible thoughts in my head
oh and god, please forgive me, i’m just scared to death of what lies ahead
if the world would just end tomorrow
then i’d never have to face cancer killing my mother
and she would remain always beautiful and young in our hearts…
Lump
by Kyler England
there’s a lump in my throat that has sprung up in sympathy for you
and so i’m sentenced to silence cause there’s nothing i can say or can do
to make things better
i’m not ready to lose you
seems like we’ve just begun
i’d give anything
just to see you well again
there’s a lump in your head that is threatening to change life for you, but please god don’t sentence her to silence cause without her i wouldn’t know what to do
what would i do?
i’m not ready to lose you
seems like we’ve just begun
i’d give anything
just to see you well again
there’s a lump in my throat that’s preventing me from saying to you all the things i need to tell you
and so i’m sentenced to silence cause i’m helpless against what’s ailing you
i can’t make you better
i’m not ready to lose you
seems like we’ve just begun
i’d give anything
just to see you well again
Why?
by Kyler England
oh god what have you done?
surely you took the wrong one
how many angels do you need in heaven above?
we could use more here on earth
her light could blind the sun
shining down on everyone
i don’t understand, your ways remain a mystery to me
i know that nothing lasts forever
but tell me why?
why must we fade into the darkness from which we came?
and why?
why must we pay for our love with an emptiness in its place
and why did we fall from your state of grace?
faith is for the fortunate ones
all this pain and all this anger cannot be undone
cause the only prayer you answered then
was to make it swift and painless in the end
so how can i forgive you?
why?
why must we fade into the darkness from which we came?
and why?
why must we pay for our love with an emptiness in its place
and why did we fall from your state of grace?
oh god, you let me down
why?
why must we fade into the darkness from which we came?
and why?
why must we pay for our love with an emptiness in its place
and why did we fall from your state of grace?
Save Me
by Kyler England
woke up all alone
your warmth is gone and now there is cold
how do i face life on my own
without you
pull the covers up tight over my head
i don’t want to get out of bed ever again
i can’t believe that you’re really dead
and i’m without you
hey can somebody save me
from this loneliness trapped inside my head?
hey can somebody save me
from this loneliness trapped inside my head?
i feel trapped inside my head
life can be so damn unfair
somehow i thought you’d always be there, there beside me
but now you’re gone and i wonder where
where you are now
hey can somebody save me
from this loneliness trapped inside my head?
hey can somebody save me
from this loneliness trapped inside my head?
i feel trapped inside my head
there’s nothing left to say
it wasn’t supposed to be this way
hey can somebody save me
from this loneliness trapped inside my head?
hey can somebody save me
from this loneliness trapped inside my head?
i feel trapped inside my head
i woke up all alone
These Four Walls
by Kyler England
these four walls will never be the same
since you’ve come and gone and i remain
i’ve stood in this spot so many times before
but it’s changed so much i can’t find the door
you created a space inside of me
i never knew it was there
now that this space is empty
i am always aware that it’s here